She came into my life 6 years ago, or maybe 5, not to sure about when or how but I know its been a long time and I guess ever since we came in contact, we stayed in contact. If you asked me why, I couldn’t tell you, I guess there is this bond we have, that cannot be broken. Every situation that could happen to break up a friendship, happened and yet here we are years later.
Its funny, we can fight, insult each other, ignore each other, block each other and even delete one another but we always seem to run back to each other. I tried to push her away many times and I cant do it cause at the end of the day, I simply want her, and that’s that. Its me wanting to be in her life.
We have retarded arguments and serious arguments but the point is, those arguments are nothing cause we had them a hundred times before and it still doesn't break us, it really just makes us stronger.
I don’t quite know what she is to me, she isn’t a friend cause if she was, this friendship would have been over by now. This is something much more special, its more bigger then a bond, maybe its love? I don’t know but its something special, cause if it wasn’t, all those times I deleted her or all the times she deleted me, would have worked and yet we seem to always run back to each other.
I couldn’t leave her side even if wanted to cause I know in the back of my mind I would worry about her and she would always be on my mind and that’s when I would bring her back into my life and I’m sure she feels the same way.
She may question how I feel about her at times but she knows and I know, there is no breaking this bond. If there was in fact no feelings at all in this ‘special bond’ then I wouldn’t be writing this for her today, we wouldn’t be speaking after so many years.
It doesn't matter how many times we argue, or block each other cause we always seem to run back to each other.
In life you have ‘heroes’, ‘idols’, ‘mentors’ but i have none of those. I do have something like that though, its like a bullet proof vest, and ‘its’ not an ‘it’, its a girl, this girl is my bullet proof vest and whether Id like to fight it at times of arguments, I know she is much more then my bullet proof vest but rather my armor.
VIA: S&SS